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Alice - You're creative and witty (well, you came up with the whole chart thing didn't you?). You're really there for your friends, and you like to be the mastermind behind the scenes. On the down side, you tend to let people walk all over you sometimes...but it's ok, you just need you're friends to help you know when to say "Step off Bitch".
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| I was always late, you never afraid, that we could be falling
all our friends would say that maybe we should wait, but they can't see what's coming
and to this day, when everything breaks, you are the anchor that holds me
and that is why we'll always make it
how I know your face, all the ways you move, you come in, I can read you
your my favorite book
all the things you say, the way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive
When the days are long,and the thunder with the storm, can always get me crying
you can make my bed, I'll fall into it, shattered but not lonely
cos i never knew a home, until i found your hands
when I'm weathered, you come to me your my best friend
and that is why we'll always make it
how I know your face, all the ways you move, you come in, I can read you
your my favorite book
all the things you say, the way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive
And when we're making love
I'd give everything up for your touch
How I know your face, all the ways you move, you come in, I can read you
your my favorite book
all the things you say, the way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive
And when you go to work, all the day I wait
for you to come home, recount our time, in our little place
Stars - "My Favorite Book"
movies I have seen recently:
Little Otik
The War Zone
Ma Vie En Rose
Lilya 4-Ever
Serenity | | |
| I am an ENTP
"ENTPs are usually verbally as well as cerebrally quick, and generally love to argue--both for its own sake, and to show off their often-impressive skills... argument as a sport."
"...attention seeking, experience junky, insensitive, adaptable, not easily offended, messy, carefree, dangerous, fearless, careless..."
Always excited by anything new, they may change partners frequently
Tendency to not follow through on their plans and ideas
Their love of debate may cause them to provoke arguments
Big risk-takers and big spenders, not usually good at managing money
Although they take their commitments seriously, they tend to abandon their relationships which no longer offer opportunity for growth
To dream that you are in a classroom, symbolizes that you may be learning an important life lesson.
To see a ship in your dream, denotes that you are exploring aspects of your emotions and unconscious mind. The state and condition of the ship is indicative of your emotional state. If it is a cruise ship, then it suggests pleasant moods. If it is a warship, then you are experiencing feelings of aggression.
To dream that you are in possession of or taking drugs, signifies your need for a "quick fix". You may be turning to a potentially harmful alternative as an instant escape from your problems. Ask yourself why you need the drugs. What do you hope the drugs will achieve for you?
To see or experience obstacles in your dream, represents things in your life that you need to overcome. The dream may be offering you a solution on how to go about approaching a problem in your waking life. You may have some self doubt or trouble in making a decision.
To dream that you are scared, indicates that you are experiencing self-doubt and feelings of incompetence. You may be feeling a lack of control. Anger often masquerades as fear, so also consider issues about which you are angry about in your waking life.
movies recently watched:
Truth
Being There
Klute
C.S.A. - Confederate States of America
spider lilies
mar adentro
down to the bone
paris j'etaime
afterlife
roxanne
living in oblivion
hell house
pineapple express
ghost world
"But, God, does it feel so good
Cause I got him where I want him right now" | | |
| He sent me another email. I wasn't going to read it. I shouldn't have read it. The only goal he has in sending those emails is to make himself feel better by making me feel like shit.
There's just SO MUCH he thinks he understands. And I want to call him out on these things, but I also don't want to drag it out. Plus, he won't hear it because he doesn't want to.
Sure, some things he writes are true.
I've made selfish decisions.
I've made mistakes.
But for him to deny that we are at different points in our lives is bullshit. For him to say that I didn't have resentment toward him is bullshit. He is the victim--he was absolutely perfect and didn't do anything wrong. And I know he's only getting this idea reinforced by his friends and family--because that's what they are for, right? To tell you that she was awful and that you were perfect. But they really don't have a fucking clue what went on in our relationship. They are hearing one side of it all. And if that's how he has to deal with it, then fine. But I'm done.
I had a weird dream last night. I was back in my old church for some reason. I felt really awkward and out of place--which is how I suppose I would feel if I really was in a church again. There was this impromptu confession in which all of the people who were my age had to walk up to Father Pat and confess something. I kept trying to think of something to say. The girl in front of me said, "I'm a liar." Then he blessed her and it was my turn. Everyone was listening to me and I felt really uncomfortable. I said, with quite a bit of confidence, "I have no faith." He just smiled at me and I went to sit back down.
recently watched movies:
wilby wonderful - 3.4/5
capturing the friedmans - 3.7/5
day of the dead - 2.5/5
orgazmo - 3.0/5
king of california - 3.8/5
blue velvet - 3.7/5
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| Shawn is 21 today.
Woooooo :)
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